Just walking, and groveling.
Well… mumbling, as always;
Habits, they’re sure hard to beat,
Being beaten, being broken – it’s easier;
Letting yourself become broken,
Like a freezer that refuses to freeze –
Pointless! Lifeless! Redundant!
Counting down, relentless in spirit.
No doubt, fucked in all certainty.
Lost in the frivolous passing.
Wondering when one might
Stumble upon that revered salvation,
Where dark is light,
And the Underworld – oblivion.
Muster in the haze of solitude,
All that fortitude that has no audible voice.
For what is hearing,
If there is nothing to be heard?
For what is living,
If one does not live?
Ha – something of nothing.
Like a ferris-wheel turned on its side;
Revolving… turning – but going nowhere.